The second part of Han Zigao

Why can't I forget him? Maybe it's just because we've been together for so long that I can't forget him. Yes, I have been with him for too long, and I have experienced too many things together. At the age of sixteen, I met him at the age of twenty-four. As soon as he saw me, he directly asked me to exchange my body for splendor and wealth, and I, who was ambitious and unwilling to live a mediocre life, agreed to the deal and left with him happily. Then I became his bodyguard and bed warmer. I tried my best to keep him away from me in life. After all kinds of tests, I understood that I was different in his heart. In the third year, I overwhelmed him, ate him, and made him mine. Later, he joined him in conquering Wang Sengbian and Ping Dukan. In the fourth year, we defeated Zhang Biao. That year, in the midst of the war, I admitted for the first time that I loved him. And he responded to my love. In the fifth year, he was given the title of King of Linchuan County. He said with a smile that if he was the emperor, he would make me the queen. And I promised with a smile. In the sixth year, I was stationed in southern Anhui with him. That year, he wrote a poem to tell me, "Who worries about two males? The golden mink should let Nong." In the seventh year, he lured me to kill Yongding Emperor Chen Baxian for him. That year, after he proclaimed himself emperor, he insisted on making me queen. It was also in that year that I saved him by fighting to the death in the Chongyun Temple. That night, he cried for me for the first time. In the eighth year, I found out that he cheated and used me. After killing Chen Chang for him, I left in anger and decided to break up with him. However, he was forced back to Jiankang by his love. In the ninth year, I went to the battlefield to fight for him. In the tenth year, I was wounded by an arrow in the neck and was dying. At that time when Yin and Yang were almost separated, we all understood the indispensability of each other, so we were open and honest, and really did not cheat again. In the eleventh year, I killed Hou Andu for his country. In the twelfth year, I wore armor again to pacify Chen Baoying for him. In the thirteenth year, he said that when Bozong was older, he would pass the throne to him and live in seclusion with me in the mountains and forests. Fourteenth year, I lost him.. Since I was sixteen years old,wire mesh decking, I have been with him for fourteen years, half a lifetime, and entangled with him. The past is vivid in my mind, and I finally have no choice but to discover a fact that I have been unwilling to face up to for a long time: unless I am scared out of my wits, unless I disappear, otherwise, I simply can't erase, forget and put down the person who is in my heart, dissolved in my blood and occupied my whole body and mind. Chen Qian, you said you would never abandon me for the rest of my life. You said you would hold hands with me forever. Why, now, you are not by my side? The stars are so bright that they make my eyes ache. Yes, the stars must be too dazzling, otherwise, why my eyes will hurt, there will be water flowing out. That night, I calmly told Chen Xu, who came as usual, that he should never come again. His face turned pale, heavy duty rack manufacturers ,Teardrop Pallet Racking, and he clenched his fists as if trying to suppress his anger. Then he loosened his grip and laughed. "This joke is not funny at all, Zigao." "I'm not kidding, you know." "Why, what, what?" "Just because I don't want to go on." Since exhausted every means still can not forget that person, then, why go to hard to find a replacement? If you can't forget, don't forget. Chen Xu's chest rose and fell rapidly. He clenched his hands, loosened them, clenched them again, loosened them again, and clenched them again. Finally, he broke out. "Han Zigao, I've already made such a compromise. What else do you want?" I don't speak. If I say what I want, it will hurt you. You are so good to me, why let you hurt more deeply? "You say!"! Tell me! Seeing that I still did not open my mouth, he squeezed my shoulder and shouted at me, "Say!" With a sigh, I opened my mouth with infinite boredom. "I don't want anything anymore." What I care about most, value most and love most is gone. What else is worth asking for and fighting for? "You don't want anything?" He stared at me in disbelief. "Why?" My heart is dead. Chen Xu, don't force any more. ” "Zi Gao, I love you!" "Chen Xu, many years ago, I told you that there is a feeling in the world called'seeking, not, getting '. Now, I still have to say to you again that some things really can't be forced." "Beg, no, get!" He said, word by word, "You said you couldn't get it, and then you let me get it.". But now still tell me, beg, no, get! Zi Gao, why did you promise me that day? You call me, Qing, He, Yi, Kan? With a wry smile, I told him the details of my despicable self, "I think there are some things in the world that can be forgotten.". I thought there was nothing in the world that could not be replaced. After the man died, I used you to forget and replace him, but unexpectedly, you could not replace him all the time. He asked me in disbelief, "Do you love him so much?" "Yes, I love him." Chen Xu said angrily, "I can also give you the power and wealth he gave you!" "Not for power, not for splendor, I simply love him." "You're lying!" Chen Xu was furious. "You once said you loved Emperor Tianjia, just as you love me now as the first person in power!" "Emperor Tianjia is Emperor Tianjia, and Chen Qian is Chen Qian." Staring at me, Chen Xu asked angrily, "Zi Gao, who do you choose between a dead man and a living man who loves you deeply and holds great power?" "I choose the dead man." Actually, it's not that I like to choose the dead man, but that I have to choose him. Without him, everything is not right. Only he can make me normal. Zi Gao! Chen Xu looked at me incredibly, as if he didn't believe what I had just said. Chen Xu, go back and never come again. After taking a deep breath,heavy duty cantilever racks, his face softened and he looked at me deeply. He said in a low voice, "Zi Gao, I will not give up." ? jracking.com

Sinir shrugged his shoulders. He really hadn't touched a girl. He was eaten by Max one mouthful at a time, and he didn't think there was anything wron...

Steinway pianos are known for their top-notch craftsmanship, beautiful sound, and classic style. Made with care and passion, each Steinway piano repre...

Black Tie Events elevates the entertainment at your wedding to a new level. Your special day will have the ideal soundtrack thanks to our wedding DJ M...

Discover The Territorie, Fashion, Beauty, and Culture converge to inspire creatives. Born out of a love for art, culture, connection and community, we...

Discover The Territorie, Fashion, Beauty, and Culture converge to inspire creatives. Born out of a love for art, culture, connection and community, we...

Phone: 702-637-0255 We stop break-ins. Guaranteed. Our security screens are custom-made to sit your home, office, and school. They look like ordinary...